but not allowed
to smile by the inner fears by the well know romanian essayist Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Being happy … is so rarely happens.
I mean … profoundly happy.
And the question is … why?!
Or better asked … why the hell we don’t allow ourselves to be happy for real?!
… even in continuous form.
Also … why do we accept unhappiness … when we could anchor in beautiful vibes and remain into a non ending state of happiness?
I’ve asked myself that one million times … and the real proper answer I could find … was that i was too much dominated by my inner fears.
… by such a long time.
It was all looking like … my soul was sort of box … full with lots of ghosts … which were scaring me all the time … so that into the end I could lose the connection with the happiness itself.
But … my next question… which came into my mind was … what should i do next?!
Allow to be dominated forever by those fears?!
Hell … no …
And … still … i could not find any way in how … i could become courageous.
… eliminate the fears.
Somehow … being aware not to connect even again on those ugly energies … induced my those ghosts … prisoners of my soul.
It certainly looks like i am playing with words … writing nonsenses … but unfortunately … i am right.
Or at least that was the scenario of my life … looking like … i have almost no chance to feel happy.
I mean … be happy … for real …
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